all about my strengths and weaknesses

I know in this world nothing is perfect
only the gods who have a timeless perfection
including my very imperfect .
but I am always grateful for any shortcomings and my strengths .
but I think , more than my lack of my strengths .
My lack of them :
sometimes less grateful when a surplus ,
others more than happy to disappoint others , especially my parents .
I disappoint them too much , and I hope to get them happy , especially my mother .
already much they give for my happiness , but I'm still not happy they can .
and many more of my deficiencies I can not mention one by one
other than my lack of it , I also have a few advantages , among them :
I can make other people feel happy when with me ,
I also sellu trying to make other people happy at the moment is sad .
I think maybe it was just that I have my strengths .
not too many advantages which I have like so many of my lack of what I have .